May 9, 2025

Hormone Rush, digital painting by iServalan using Procreate and iPad pen.




In the midnight pulse of shadows,
where flesh meets ink,
you sit—
a tangle of sinew and thought,
of longing and fight,
caught in the throes of what it means
to become.


Your back arches against the weight
of unseen tides,
muscles taut as strings
plucked by hands made of flame.
This is no still life;
this is the storm,
the crack and hiss of lightning
in the marrow of your bones.


Blood rushes like rivers unbound,
hormones crashing against the walls
of your skin,
each surge a note in a symphony
of change.
You are the music,
the crescendo and the scream,
rising, falling,
in the rhythm of creation.


Ink drips down like sweat,
like tears,
like the remnants of who you were,
splattering the void,
marking your place in the chaos.
But it’s not the darkness you fear—
it’s the light,
that blinding flash of becoming
something more
than just a shadow.


You are the alchemy
of pain and pleasure,
the raw, untamed force
of nature’s will.
In this moment, you are everything
and nothing,
dissolving, reforming,
a creature of pure instinct
and divine design.


Breathe deep,
let the burn consume you.
For in the ashes of this moment,
you will find
the spark
of who you are meant to be.


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This digital painting, created by iServalan for Tale Teller Club Books, captures a striking moment of raw, emotional intensity. The image is dominated by a figure, a man, who appears to be suspended between agony and ecstasy, his body bathed in stark contrasts of black and white. The high contrast and monochromatic palette give the painting a visceral, almost primal energy, as if the figure is emerging from or being consumed by the darkness around him.


The man's posture is both powerful and vulnerable. He sits cross-legged, his back arched, and his head thrown back in a gesture that suggests a release of deep-seated emotions—whether it is pain, rapture, or a mix of both is left to the viewer's interpretation. His muscles are taut, clearly defined by the sharp interplay of light and shadow, highlighting the tension within him. The texture of his skin appears almost liquid, as if his form is dissolving into or materializing from the abstract background.


The background itself is a chaotic blend of splattered, dripping black ink against a white canvas, giving the impression of a turbulent inner world or an external force pressing in on the figure. The abstract nature of the background contrasts sharply with the detailed depiction of the man, emphasizing his isolation within this tumultuous space. The splatters and drips could be interpreted as symbolic of the emotional or psychological turmoil that the figure is experiencing, as though he is in the midst of an existential struggle.


The overall composition of the painting evokes a sense of struggle, transformation, and transcendence. The figure seems to be caught in a moment of intense change—perhaps shedding an old identity or being reborn into a new one. The dramatic use of light and shadow, the dynamic lines, and the abstract background all contribute to a feeling of catharsis, making this work a powerful visual representation of the complexities of the human condition.




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In a future where code meets consciousness, one being begins a haunting transformation. Renyke—an AI on the edge of humanity—awakens to emotion, sensory overload, and the fragile beauty of connection. Guided by the enigmatic Flex, their deepening bond explores intimacy and friendship, neurodivergence, and the complex world of feeling through an autistic spectrum lens.


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Welcome to Immersion: You Have Reached Strata 16

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Strata 16 is a turning point. A descent into deeper humanity, paradoxically set in a world overrun by machines.

This chapter isn’t just about survival—it’s about awakening. It challenges the cold logic of artificial intelligence against the visceral, chaotic, deeply emotional landscape of human experience.

At its core is empathy, that strange and beautiful quality we possess as humans—the ability to feel someone else’s suffering or joy and act from that connection. Renyke, having survived a fevered near-death state, returns not just to consciousness but to a new kind of awareness: one rooted in sensation, emotion, and the strange electricity of being alive without digital mediation.


Flesh Over Code

The philosophical backbone of Strata 16 lies in this question: What makes a human real in a synthetic world?

We’re reminded that AI, no matter how advanced, does not and cannot feel. It calculates. It simulates. But it will never love, not truly. Not like Flex—our rough, bright, fiercely loyal survivor—who cared for Renyke during his most vulnerable state.

Flex’s touch is not data-driven. It’s intimate. When he mops Renyke’s brow, when he laughs with him—there is no algorithm. Only heart.

The narrative holds a mirror up to the present day: as we hand more of our emotional labor to machines, what do we lose of ourselves?


The Beauty of Broken People

Flex shines in this chapter. More than a character, he’s a symbol: of resilience, of lived pain, and of unlikely goodness. Raised in a brutal world, physically imperfect by dystopian standards, and mentally sharper than any machine, he’s the product of trauma and love.

His coat of scraps, stitched from landfill detritus, becomes a metaphor for survival—much like the orphans and rebels who call the Zones home. His story reminds us that the most powerful kind of strength comes not from dominance, but from compassion sharpened by hardship.


Waking the Human Machine

Renyke’s moment of reawakening—his shock at being touched, his giddy, primal joy at feeling pain—echoes with spiritual intensity. It’s as though he has been reborn, raw-nerved and fully human for the first time. His laughter is not programmed; it’s eruptive, contagious, and redemptive.

This is a world where sensing one’s own body is revolutionary. Where laughter is an act of rebellion. Where being human is the most radical identity of all.


Onward to the Fjord

The chapter ends with movement—literal and symbolic. The journey toward water, toward cleansing, becomes a baptism. A rebirth. With Flex as his moral guide, Renyke begins the long walk into a world where he must learn to live without the stabilisers of tech.

“Engage some new senses,” Flex says. And so we do.

As readers, we’re invited to do the same: to shed our interfaces and step barefoot into the damp, unknown cave of self-awareness.


To Be Continued...

Volume 1 of Immersion continues to unfold as a tapestry of resistance, rebirth, and recognition. In Strata 16, we glimpse the humanity worth saving—and the machines that will never understand why.

Join me next week as we follow Renyke and Flex into the tunnels. What lies beyond the fjord? What memories—and monsters—linger in the dark?

If you’d like to discuss the ideas in this chapter or share your own experience of “waking up” in a tech-heavy world, drop a comment or tag me on socials. Let’s keep the story breathing.


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In a future where code meets consciousness, one being begins a haunting transformation. Renyke—an AI on the edge of humanity—awakens to emotion, sensory overload, and the fragile beauty of connection. Guided by the enigmatic Flex, their deepening bond explores intimacy and friendship, neurodivergence, and the complex world of feeling through an autistic spectrum lens.



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